____tear my heart open; i sew myself shut

Saturday, February 19, 2005

went to do my IC today. it took me only WOW! 30mins! (: muahahas. i didn't have to go through that stupid queues. thanks goodness. came back and watched cartoons. -giggles was quite fun watching it actually! (: i like cartoons! ask sis to fetch me down to bishan. met kexin in the train and we went to church together for meeting. hahas. the meeting lated only an hour! which was pretty quick! yay. wasn't very enthusiastic though. had a pretty bad moodswing. sorry guys if i had pissed you off somehow or another. went to macs for lunch. im getting fatter! argh. i need to stop. my tummy's gonna burst. hahas. went back to the hideout and walked with kexin to the mrt and took a train home. yupps. gonna go out for bible study soon.

sighs. feels like there's this empty thing in me. but i can't figure out what. ): hope it goes away. its not a great feeling. maybe its because my walk with God is slipping away and im backsliding. guess i gotta keep up on track. QT , bible study and prayer has somehow disappeared from my schedule. my work is getting horrible. and i can't keep up. don't even get what the teacher is trying to say. my memory is failing me. im losing it big time. lets hope next week would be better.

{ tear my heart open }
5:52 pm